You Will Be Known

So, I believe God is leading me into ministry -- not sure where or when with who or how, but I feel His call stronger almost every day. I am excited to see what doors open as the ones that I think He's leading me to keep shutting. I've recently have had a burden to really reach people, minister, disciple on a much deeper level than I have been in the arena I am currently in. I know that I will have to walk away from that to fully do what God has called me to do, but letting go of those friendships and the ones who have loved me and helped me grow into who I am today is hard. Walking away from what is comfortable is a little scary. At the same time, my heart has been saying "God doesn't call the equipped, He equips the called". So even though I feel inadequate -- I know that He will supply all my needs. I have much much MUCH growing to do, but looking forward to seeing how my life is about to change, who I am gonna meet and where I will go. The past couple days He's been telling me "You will be known". I am not sure what to totally make of that. On one hand, I am totally excited, on the other, I've never been one for being the center of attention - so its totally scary. But I want to be known for HIM. To reach people for HIM. My heart has been heavy that there really isn't anything worth pursuing in life but HIM, and when we do, EVERYTHING else will be added to us. Really - Matthew 6:33. No need to toil and try to gain success through mans way of doing things. He has just been so clear, if I keep pursuing Him, He will give me exactly what I need and more. Just like He said to Abraham - I will make you a man of many nations... Abraham wasn't trying to be successful, He was SEEKING HIM.